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lyrics

scared that i’ll short-change you
in some way i don’t know that i’m lacking
all this time i’ve been protecting you
by always waiting on myself to sort of just happen

here it is
depression eraser

i’ve called pain by so many names
of my happiness kept no receipt
then when tax time finally came
my stomach turned cause shame tastes so sweet

have you heard of a bigger buzzkill?
than a man with boundaries

scared of being needed
i pretend not to need
may i be anything but a burden
helplessly independent
helplessly independent

i don’t really know how to ask for care
don’t know how to ask myself what i need
i know how to stop before obstacles
i don’t know boundaries

i know how to stop before obstacles
i don’t yet know boundaries
so now to say that i actually need you
takes so damn much out of me

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from Alternate Utopias from a Nostalgic Future, released September 8, 2021

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Saint Idiot Edmonton, Alberta

Saint Idiot (Tomáš Andel) is a Slovak-Canadian art pop musician living in Edmonton. While Tomáš is often writing his way through all that can come up when one risks feeling deeply in an often unfeeling world—doubt, grief, desolation—his music has been described as reverent, downright ecstatic—a "music of surprises.” It is often compared to the music of Sufjan Stevens and Björk. ... more

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