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Goodnight, St. Idiot

by Saint Idiot

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1.
Mount Child 03:51
they're here! they're here! no-name brand glass for breakfast that's the ticket cheap cigarettes and alcohol christmas lights in may light the nicotine haze BLOW! oh, they're here lost clothin in the forest, the stories never bored with sip sip sippin my 3 bottle hand grip sand grows into rock like dragging paint down the sidewalk no wave can rise without name and form buzzin neon sweet street back alley honesty split-screen caffeine pill dreamin' oh, they're here tellin' jokes, earning high scores turns out the high horse is taking them all home sand! love is not a magnitude the earth is not a bitch irony is killing us softly now so go bop with the big kids they're here! they're here! Mount Child!
2.
I imagine my body verified by the boundary of yours then emigrating pouring your weight through me you smell like I'm not getting any sleep tonight and I'm burning, oh and I'm swelling with some kind of patient violence they're trying to build bombs to describe this when my face burns private thoughts I am my own favorite lost cause how. The. Hell do I come across if only, if only begs the question It'd make sense that your faces would blend on an overhead projector, or that yours would take over in the end it's ok I know it's an unstable situation that I'm flickering through where I suck on my words you spill them out the sides of your mouth, and all over yourself. if only, if only if only, if only this does not control me so I pray to my reflection in a convenience store window cause I got me some pretty thoughts for some pretty people if only if only this bomb won't define me
3.
Tiltshift 03:58
reckless, I skip-needle, leave no footprint phantom limb of my past self muted nowhere to land in the air like helpless deep cough, restless awareness I'm a planet like an applecore in space counting my embarrassments, my ass in retrograde motion, a missile, I'mma self-seeking I don't bring peace, but pieces when I'm speaking time is pulling somersaults right above your bed I've had my two pulls on the two-pull cigarette getting over high winter fever fat tire cleaving, tiltshift, save me a space in the sunbeam, reverse me losing make my dreams lucid the lesson in the music something I should know wind and dust is my name never happened is my name good bye mister is my--- quiet now... I go time is pulling somersaults right above your bed I've had my two pulls on the two-pull cigarette your skin warping in my signal hi-fi dreamer
4.
headlight charging wolfish eyes glowing red beast up ahead, beast running dead I'm always only sneaking up on real life every ellipsis wants to speak disobedient objects unbearable try to make it look like an accident in your bones, questions, apertures, cross-legged, lamp-lit, Anthropocene and money just feels like wind when you spend it origination interdependent show me a bible that's falling apart and I'll show you how to end it one, two holocene I let other bodies orbit me I'm softly killed by irony better haunted poems roaming free hindsight 20/18 improvise with entropy one, two, sure I do I close my eyes and see right through you channeling the energy of a hydroplaning eighteen-wheeler I'm always only barely in control of this thing that I'm driving I'm driving I'm driving in your eye my hopes live a life separate inertia desperate this pointilistic Geiger counter laughter that I'm after I want to kick the shit out of a masterpiece, just to see what the world would do to me
5.
nothing's changed I smell like bark and moss and I'm bleeding nothing's changed small-and-flawed-did-not-rehearse who runs the show in your private life? nothing's changed tree masses lakeland smoke crashing through my etceteras I was born in the leaves in the leaves in the leaves ... and nothing's changed tree sap drips off my penis under my bark unclean waters swirl I've rang phone numbers just like wedding bells I'm not some saint I'm a perfectionist I've felt better out here in the mud what a versatile little accident nothing's changed
6.
(make it make it/don't fake it) chipped tooth on the cassette oh, how everything sweats I'd pee in a bag if it would make me some friends laughing pornophonic in this heat oh, how everything breathes welcome to my overproduced anime summer dream warmer temperatures and higher resolutions hi-fi dreaming straight to tape and six dollar matinees some might call it truth or dare god just calls it saturdays saturdays porno mags fill concrete cracks like mortar, derelict motors, shoes that mark goal posts howitzer soccer balls carpet bomb apartment blocks thumb cocked, cheeky, some asshole with a sunburn children's heads open on the sun-rippled pavement cause when we play hopscotch its hardcore, no rain checks them ratty-two-shoe individuals dat rat king infected with the love unconditional, tho flash-washed skin on the floor sweat spinning past point slippery, the noise turns my eyes into bashed-in windows no we don't have curfews here, nobody counting favors here dead heat of regret is how everything sweats I wish I'd come more often here time flies so the spider's web is not vacant don't get caught hoping for a post-credits fade in 60Hz hum in the morning coming out of my mouth the room can't spin if the three of us weigh the bed down warmer temperatures and higher resolutions there's an old dead dog laughing in the cloud rake the grass with my ribs, make it rain now warmer temperatures and higher resolutions
7.
some blinking tower in the distance some blinking tower off wide I've left so much everywhere I'm paring, I'm light come get me I'm the king of the hill, I'm the king of the hill shitting myself on the top of the world, cause I'm the king of the hill I'm too pure-hearted for the boredom chic peeps and the too cool for schoolers, I'm the king of the hill come get me I'm the king of the hill I'm borderless unbroken eye contact in your chorus, I'm the la la la roll the hills by bullet train loneliness is on the brain that's my soaked sneakers at the space heater, baby dry my socks with cans of hot coffee, maybe next time you see me don't be surprised if I've eaten lately you know where I'll be I write my manifesto walking
8.
The mind hotel, cardboard city like Orion's belt tightening It used to be just posturing now the hunger's getting a little real Osiris, this clan violence what my Jesus hand requires the science is not flawless God is putting out your fires at heaven's gate, got taken for the dunce reverse roulette—you're dead all but once heavy stars traversing garbage flowing over us it's in our house now I'm writing for the sideshow but I'm saying more with typos I know what is on my mind though my sole addiction is meaning in contradiction make the devil meditate then you'll get the picture repeatedly made possible by neon we do it all professional like Leon in the haze over Osaka that yen euro and dollar plastic melting in your wallet its a form of magic, to attract it without asking, laughing, St. Idiot is rapping on the casket, watch it! he's no kind of has-been tough bastard, like a HAZMAT suit ass-backwards he's comin'

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Falling into my latest provisional comfort. Have you learned to cull your happiness with transitions? When will you learn to cope with that which is privately beautiful? Budget your money and your mania. Food? When you're not shitting it means you are healthy. Become a rat—the world will become big. Carry a disease called unconditional love. Die into it over and over again.

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released April 10, 2018

Saxophone | Alex Tanasychuk
Clarinet | Ethan Bokma
Drums, Track 8 | Cam O'Neill w/ production by Joshua Bookhalter
Sponsored by Jonny Jonollini
Hoof clatter, creaking pews | St. Idiot

Mixing | Joshua Bookhalter & Tomas Andel
Mastering | Stew Kirkwood at Sound Extractor Studios
Album photography | Evan Dubisky
Profile photograph | Emily Welz

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Saint Idiot Edmonton, Alberta

Saint Idiot (Tomáš Andel) is a Slovak-Canadian art pop musician living in Edmonton. While Tomáš is often writing his way through all that can come up when one risks feeling deeply in an often unfeeling world—doubt, grief, desolation—his music has been described as reverent, downright ecstatic—a "music of surprises.” It is often compared to the music of Sufjan Stevens and Björk. ... more

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